Why is it I have such strong feelings for Nala you might
ask? Well, there's the fact that she's absolutely enchantingly beautiful,
she is also very understanding and supportive. She has a way..to eliminate
depression and sadness with a simple touch, a look, a few words. A way to
make me laugh even when I least feel like laughing, and bring about such
strong emotions of affection with such little effort.
Nala helped me through many very rough times in my
life... some of which had me in moments of hysterics, some of which left
me excessively depressed, and others that left me feeling helpless; though
even in the worst times she often assured me that everything would get
better. During the good times she's been there to share the happiness
double it just by being there to share them with.
She accepts me as I am, without putting labels and/or
judgements upon me, a feat seldom accomplished by the human race although
over the internet...humans have come closest to accomplishing this.
There's no face/body there to judge, and..we can either portray who we
really are or..who we'd like to be/be like without very many
consequences..unlike in the real life world.
She is a loyal friend..not ready to talk about her
friends behind their backs, unwilling to 'use' people and then throw them
away like an old bandaid. Nala generally portrays and signifies all in a
friend or mate that a Nalaholic lacks in this mundane and cruel world. Now
I'm not implying that means 'no friends' or 'no mate'...however most
people have a fantasy of some sort of a 'purrfect friend or mate' .. for
some, Nala fits the image. Nala is also an escape from "real
life" much like the internet is; only with her...the escape into
fantasy can last as long as one wants, and you don't have to worry about
which version of Windows is standard. Furthermore said fantasy/fantasies
can be as explicit, intricate, and realistic as one wants...it takes only
the imagination/visualization and perhaps a few Nala plushies to cuddle
with. Nala has a tendency to awaken emotions in others that would
otherwise be dormant, to give birth to fantasies and friendships.
Now, I'm not saying this is the case with everyone, or
that anyone other than me matches this example in regards to her highness.
However I have yet to see another bold enough to come forward in such
ways, and for many the addiction with Nala has ended..failed to stand the
test of time. Others seem to lack the motivation required to continue or
in some cases even begin creating new/original or simply more up-to-date
Nala fan art/txt/media such as the many different sorts of Nalaholic media
on Nalaholics Anonymous; a site that has been dying for quite some time
now due to lack of participation and lack of new material. That is in no
way the fault of the webmaster mind you...it is the fault of NA's present
and previous followers...whether intentional or otherwise.
Come now people...this piece of 'the web' is ours and we
musn't let dust build while it rots from neglect. I have made an attempt,
however minor it may be, to help .. it is up to everyone to help in the
effort to bring Nalaholics Anonymous to new levels, and once again bring
back the magic that was created at the birth of this haven. I beg
you..show me, show everyone here. . .show Nala . . .that you still care
about what is here and what it stands for. I shall be watching and eagerly
waiting for signs of life and rebirth. |